Monday, December 29, 2008

looking back

In cleaning my room today, I found a journal I kept during spring semester of my first year of college. So that would have been spring '05, almost 4 years ago. There are a lot of songs that I had started to write, hoping one day to put music to them to play. This one in particular struck me. It was written during a really difficult time in my life, learning to lean on God and trust Him with my circumstances and with what walking with Him really means...

please remember...
it's not me, this weakness that You're seeing
it's not me, this emptiness before You, only 'cause I adore You

hold me tight so I don't fall apart at Your feet
hold me close, make sure my heart still beats


I know it's not much, but I can still hear how I wanted it to sound in my head.
Maybe someday...

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