my heart

"sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
we could sing our own, but what would it be without you?"

I can't stand this. I'm getting so antsy.
I can't do this for the rest of my life. I don't want to. I know there's so much more to my heart than this. So many more desires and passions. That have been put in my heart by God.
But this is where I am right now, so I know I have to be ALL here. 100%. No less. I can't think and dream too much about the future because I will start living for that instead of living here where God has me now.
I'm so torn. I hate this.
I can't do this without You, Lord.

this heart, it beats, beats for only you,
my heart, my heart is yours...